The Dream Fairy Gets Mischievous
Apr. 17th, 2005 12:08 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
weaktwosI slept for a good amount of time last night, and I felt nicely rested when I achieved, what I have continued to believe for years, consciousness. I can sometimes see why Descartes couldn't tell the difference.
However, my beef lies with my dream fairy. She's become a bit catty.
All night, I dreamed of an ex-boyfriend. And his new girlfriend. Of course, it wasn't a real girlfriend. He was dating an actress I had seen in the old Highlander shows. Now, I haven't seen any Highlander episodes in a while, but this ex boyfriend and I do share a love of that series. Funny how the brain works. So all night long, I tortured myself by interacting with this couple. I was on good terms with them, but deep down, it annoyed the stuffing out of me that he gave up on me and chose someone else.
It's nice to know that despite my ability to rationalize and repress my emotions in my waking state, my subconscious chooses to mock me with my insecurities in my dreams. Bitch.
However, my beef lies with my dream fairy. She's become a bit catty.
All night, I dreamed of an ex-boyfriend. And his new girlfriend. Of course, it wasn't a real girlfriend. He was dating an actress I had seen in the old Highlander shows. Now, I haven't seen any Highlander episodes in a while, but this ex boyfriend and I do share a love of that series. Funny how the brain works. So all night long, I tortured myself by interacting with this couple. I was on good terms with them, but deep down, it annoyed the stuffing out of me that he gave up on me and chose someone else.
It's nice to know that despite my ability to rationalize and repress my emotions in my waking state, my subconscious chooses to mock me with my insecurities in my dreams. Bitch.
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Date: 2005-04-17 10:08 pm (UTC)As for the loser. Well yeah. That's why it's not so bad he broke up with me. I tend to be rather loyal, so I will endure someone's faults (barring extremely bad ones, like being abusive to me, etc. then I'd kick his ass, then dump him) once they have my heart, but if they set me loose, I'm not going back. :-)